True love-part 1
True love is word enough for a flash back of our life.it insists us to go back and remind our own love histoty,what if it was one sided and so what if it was incomplete but afterall it was a love story which we consider as a true love of life,so what if ,we were cheated and so what if we were failed to touch the last destination in that relationship.
Sheena was one of them,a luckiest girl who met thrice with this true love unluckyle,but was it really true love all the time? Sheena an ambitious girl,passionate girl,and yes she was love honest too.it was the the 17th autom of her life when she met with kunaal in just school life. The naughty cheek sheena has lost her childhood when she felt she is falling on kunaal day by day.kunaal,s simplcity was stoling her heart ,school attendence was just a way to meet kunaal daily ,she wanted to tell him that she has fallen in love with you kunaal.but the fear of failure was not permitting her to expose her feeling .
It was the coolest day of season 1st january the starting of a new year but sheena wanted to make it real starting year of life by proposing kunaal,her heart beats were literally hurting her now ,feelings were pushing her towards kunaal,the wind was shouting all around ,her feet was denying to cover the distance which was hardly 2 meters.
But today she was ready to show tht she is not so called strong.she was ready to tell that her love can beat her fear...
Kunaal was talking to his friends when sheena interrupted him ,
Hey kunaal can you spare your few minutes please,i want to talk.kunnal looked at her surprising ly,
Ofcourses ,and looked at her face with lots of questions......sheena was badly sweating in this cool day. Ammmm ,,,...can we meet tommorow i am in rush today... she fiished it in only breath.
Kunnal was surprised what was it she own came to me for a talk but he bounced his shoulders ...its all right.""kunaal said.
The night was playing with sheena ,the morning refused to arise,like night and morning was already planned to tease sheena.sheena was changing the sides on bed ,what will i say to kunaal tommorow ,,shall i propose him or shall i take some more time...?finally the sweet songs of birds intruppted her and sheena looked from the core of her blanket,yes finally it was morning.she left the bed right away .it is gonna be a special day,let me meet kunal i ll open my heart like a book infront of him.i really dont care what will be his reaction sheena was mumring in heart.
And Finaly she was standing straight by holding her own hands with red cheeks of shy.
Yes sheena you wanted to say something?kunaal intruppted her.
Yeah i ...i ...sheena was repeating the words....like just she came from the another world.
Actualy you are a nice guy,and i really like you ,,can we be friends?sheena said in one line without stop and raised her hand towards kunaal for a shake.kunaal looked at her and hold her hand in response by shaking the hand...ofcourse...he looked into sheena,s eyes like he is rewarded.
Now nothing had sheena has to do whole day axcept thinkg about kunaal.the relation started flying with time and sheena told him one day that she loves him too much and she wants to be the part of his world,she was waiting for the positive response,kunaal also started feeling special for her but he didnt seem that much dedicated that time he said politely ,look sheena i also love you but i dont know whether my family will accept you or not,but sheena was sure about this long lasting relation as she knew her parents will get this done in favour.the time was flying,sheena,s parents assured her that they will support her love but complete ur education first.
Now kunaal had went to delhi for higher education ,he promissed that he will call sheena every sunday .yes he called ,according to promiss but time was flying and sheena,s wait for a phone call was increasing her pain .slowly slowly the phone calls were ended and sheena,s sunday were dipped into the pain and tears.then one day sheena,s sister told her that kunaal called for her today when she was in college and he will again call at 4 pm .it was a call after 8 months 26 days.both were giving explanation to each other ,anyways the love story had began again.sheena was in another world,she wanted to wear what kunaal likes,she wanted to eat what kunaal,s favorite, she wanted to change everything according to kunaal,she was looking the world by kunaal,s eyes,she was listning the world by kunaal,s ears,she was living the life by kunaal,s heart.after one year she was also moved to the city for higher education.she was still mad after kunaal,but dont know why kunaal was not happy by her decision to come in a city for this education.and sheena was trying to hold the relation like before but day by day the thread of this love was getting stretched .kunaal was not happy with sheena,s freedom .one side sheena was freedome lover she always wanted to live the life in any situation but kunaal,s grip was getting harder day by day on her life,the time of her sleep ,the time of her ,bath,the time of her laugh infact everything was in kunaal,s hand like a remote control.sheena was getting irritated but she was not able to imagin her future without kunaal so she was accepting everything .but how long can one dance like a pumplet it was the hight now when kunaal started interfering in everything even she was not free to breath according to her,the love was dying everyday and the father,s control was increasing in this love .kunaal was started reacting like her father ofcourse strict father.sheena didnt tell anything in home as it was her own decision ,now calles were getting short,and excuses were getting longer.and the limit was crossed when kunaal started back biting of sheena to her sister.now sheena was loosing her patience. she had changed according to kunaal,she has changed her food taste,she had changed her dressing scenes, she had changed her nature too but still kunaal was expecting more,now what does he want?sheena was crying in her heart .her soul never permitted her to change herself as she was her own favorite ever,but she did not want to loose her first and true love ,she was standing in his bad time always,she cried on her pain ,she laughed in his achievement s,she passed sleepless nights for him ,but now what is it ...this is not my kunaal to whom i loved ,sheena was literally cried infront of her sister.the relation was loosing her the breaths.sheena,s self respect was not permitting to loose her identity,love was on safe place but reslf respect identity was also on the opposite side.sheena had to take decision now .if today she will comprises with her life she can never take stand for her,she was getting weak now.one side was her 5 year old love and other side was her self respect ,her own future and Finaly she called kunaal.
Kunaal i really love you but now a days as this relation is getting bore i dont think it will run any more.its dying kunaal,sheena was crying on the phone.
I decided that either you accept me as i am n as i was,or leave me .
Kunaal was silent on the other side ,her ego was coming in between ,he was not gethering the guts to say that dont think to go sheena i am also incomplete without you.
As u wish sheena,but some few things i cant accept in you,you should change according to me and this is the destiny that girls need to get change accoding to their partners.
No kunaal dont even think like that,sheena intruppted him ,i never support this kind of change and why only a girl should change for future why not you boys.thanks for the kind thinking , but i will not get change anymore it was the hight.when ever you feel you should come back please come but with out any expectation.and sheena left her true love on her love,s decision.
Priti rajput sharma
1st october 2016
Sheena was one of them,a luckiest girl who met thrice with this true love unluckyle,but was it really true love all the time? Sheena an ambitious girl,passionate girl,and yes she was love honest too.it was the the 17th autom of her life when she met with kunaal in just school life. The naughty cheek sheena has lost her childhood when she felt she is falling on kunaal day by day.kunaal,s simplcity was stoling her heart ,school attendence was just a way to meet kunaal daily ,she wanted to tell him that she has fallen in love with you kunaal.but the fear of failure was not permitting her to expose her feeling .
It was the coolest day of season 1st january the starting of a new year but sheena wanted to make it real starting year of life by proposing kunaal,her heart beats were literally hurting her now ,feelings were pushing her towards kunaal,the wind was shouting all around ,her feet was denying to cover the distance which was hardly 2 meters.
But today she was ready to show tht she is not so called strong.she was ready to tell that her love can beat her fear...
Kunaal was talking to his friends when sheena interrupted him ,
Hey kunaal can you spare your few minutes please,i want to talk.kunnal looked at her surprising ly,
Ofcourses ,and looked at her face with lots of questions......sheena was badly sweating in this cool day. Ammmm ,,,...can we meet tommorow i am in rush today... she fiished it in only breath.
Kunnal was surprised what was it she own came to me for a talk but he bounced his shoulders ...its all right.""kunaal said.
The night was playing with sheena ,the morning refused to arise,like night and morning was already planned to tease sheena.sheena was changing the sides on bed ,what will i say to kunaal tommorow ,,shall i propose him or shall i take some more time...?finally the sweet songs of birds intruppted her and sheena looked from the core of her blanket,yes finally it was morning.she left the bed right away .it is gonna be a special day,let me meet kunal i ll open my heart like a book infront of him.i really dont care what will be his reaction sheena was mumring in heart.
And Finaly she was standing straight by holding her own hands with red cheeks of shy.
Yes sheena you wanted to say something?kunaal intruppted her.
Yeah i ...i ...sheena was repeating the words....like just she came from the another world.
Actualy you are a nice guy,and i really like you ,,can we be friends?sheena said in one line without stop and raised her hand towards kunaal for a shake.kunaal looked at her and hold her hand in response by shaking the hand...ofcourse...he looked into sheena,s eyes like he is rewarded.
Now nothing had sheena has to do whole day axcept thinkg about kunaal.the relation started flying with time and sheena told him one day that she loves him too much and she wants to be the part of his world,she was waiting for the positive response,kunaal also started feeling special for her but he didnt seem that much dedicated that time he said politely ,look sheena i also love you but i dont know whether my family will accept you or not,but sheena was sure about this long lasting relation as she knew her parents will get this done in favour.the time was flying,sheena,s parents assured her that they will support her love but complete ur education first.
Now kunaal had went to delhi for higher education ,he promissed that he will call sheena every sunday .yes he called ,according to promiss but time was flying and sheena,s wait for a phone call was increasing her pain .slowly slowly the phone calls were ended and sheena,s sunday were dipped into the pain and tears.then one day sheena,s sister told her that kunaal called for her today when she was in college and he will again call at 4 pm .it was a call after 8 months 26 days.both were giving explanation to each other ,anyways the love story had began again.sheena was in another world,she wanted to wear what kunaal likes,she wanted to eat what kunaal,s favorite, she wanted to change everything according to kunaal,she was looking the world by kunaal,s eyes,she was listning the world by kunaal,s ears,she was living the life by kunaal,s heart.after one year she was also moved to the city for higher education.she was still mad after kunaal,but dont know why kunaal was not happy by her decision to come in a city for this education.and sheena was trying to hold the relation like before but day by day the thread of this love was getting stretched .kunaal was not happy with sheena,s freedom .one side sheena was freedome lover she always wanted to live the life in any situation but kunaal,s grip was getting harder day by day on her life,the time of her sleep ,the time of her ,bath,the time of her laugh infact everything was in kunaal,s hand like a remote control.sheena was getting irritated but she was not able to imagin her future without kunaal so she was accepting everything .but how long can one dance like a pumplet it was the hight now when kunaal started interfering in everything even she was not free to breath according to her,the love was dying everyday and the father,s control was increasing in this love .kunaal was started reacting like her father ofcourse strict father.sheena didnt tell anything in home as it was her own decision ,now calles were getting short,and excuses were getting longer.and the limit was crossed when kunaal started back biting of sheena to her sister.now sheena was loosing her patience. she had changed according to kunaal,she has changed her food taste,she had changed her dressing scenes, she had changed her nature too but still kunaal was expecting more,now what does he want?sheena was crying in her heart .her soul never permitted her to change herself as she was her own favorite ever,but she did not want to loose her first and true love ,she was standing in his bad time always,she cried on her pain ,she laughed in his achievement s,she passed sleepless nights for him ,but now what is it ...this is not my kunaal to whom i loved ,sheena was literally cried infront of her sister.the relation was loosing her the breaths.sheena,s self respect was not permitting to loose her identity,love was on safe place but reslf respect identity was also on the opposite side.sheena had to take decision now .if today she will comprises with her life she can never take stand for her,she was getting weak now.one side was her 5 year old love and other side was her self respect ,her own future and Finaly she called kunaal.
Kunaal i really love you but now a days as this relation is getting bore i dont think it will run any more.its dying kunaal,sheena was crying on the phone.
I decided that either you accept me as i am n as i was,or leave me .
Kunaal was silent on the other side ,her ego was coming in between ,he was not gethering the guts to say that dont think to go sheena i am also incomplete without you.
As u wish sheena,but some few things i cant accept in you,you should change according to me and this is the destiny that girls need to get change accoding to their partners.
No kunaal dont even think like that,sheena intruppted him ,i never support this kind of change and why only a girl should change for future why not you boys.thanks for the kind thinking , but i will not get change anymore it was the hight.when ever you feel you should come back please come but with out any expectation.and sheena left her true love on her love,s decision.
Priti rajput sharma
1st october 2016
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